Hi mum, missing you so much at the moment. Wish I could tell you all about what’s going on. Weve moved into a new apartment in Sidney, I think you’d like the ocean views. There’s lots you wouldn’t like here though, but I wish you’d got to see it. Imagine how different life would have been if your parents had the money for ten pound poms. You wouldn’t have had me mum, but if you would have had a happier life I’d pick that outcome every time. I miss you mum, I hate that life goes on without you. You’ve missed so much already. I think I could have helped make you happier now. I wish I did so many things differently. I’m so sorry mum. I know I let you down and should have done things differently, I wish could do everything again. You didn’t deserve the life you were given and I’m so sorry my beautiful lady xxx I miss and love you everyday, I hope you know that xxx