Hi Mum, you’ve been in my thoughts again so much the last few weeks. I’ve been offered a job with the MND Association, I’m not sure if it’s the best environment to be working in but I’ve accepted it. I wonder what you’d say about it all, and me being back in Aus, although I’d have stayed in the UK if you were still with me. Im sorry it took you having a terrible condition to bring me back home. I hope maybe with this job I can help other families affected by these so sad and unfair conditions to try to cope and also to make the most of the short time they have left with their loved ones. It really does go too quickly and those moments left shouldn’t be filled with guilt and regret but love and as much fulfilment as possible. I wish I’d grasped those moments more with you Mum, I’m sorry if I let you down, you really are, and willl always be, the centre of my universe. I love you mum, I hope you are as proud of me as I am and always have been of you xxxxx