Hi mum, I’m back in Australia now. I’m not sure how you’d feel about that, but I wish you’d got to see this country. I thought coming back here would make things a little easier but I feel like I’m missing you even more if that’s even possible. Please know you are in my thoughts, with every sunset I see, every crashing wave, every soaring bird, every breath of breeze, you are there. My heart still aches for you and your loss and id give anything to be with you one last time. But you’re always with me, and everything that I do and see, is because of you and you’re always with me in my heart. I love you now and always my darling, yours forever, Kel xxxxx