Really missing you this week mum, as always but more severely. There's still so much I want to talk to you about and I want to rest my head on you and hold your hand and just be close to you. I never understood how much you were hurting when you lost your mum and I'm sorry I was not more understanding. I understand now, and oh god it hurts. I'm sorry you suffered that grief alone and I'm sorry I didn't cherish our time together as much as I should have. I'd give anything to have you back or one last day with you. I love you so much mum xxx always and forever xxxx