It's getting closer to Christmas mum and I can't believe you won't be here with me. I miss you so much every day and there are so many things I wish I'd said to you me hugs I didn't get to give. I've seen a few things I think you might have liked, there was a lovely soft towelling gown with butterflies on and little trinkets you'd like. I miss your smile and your soft hands and your smart and funny personality, the smell of your hair and putting on your pyjamas. I love you so much mum and Christmas will never be the same again. You're always in my thoughts and heart. Merry Christmas my beautiful xxx