Happy new year mum. It’s another year you will sadly never see, 2019, the third one that you are not with me. It’s so strange how life seems to be carrying on without you, but my world is still paused in so many ways and waiting for you. I love and miss you so much mum. I can’t believe another year is passing without you in my life. I wish there was another world, an after life, and you were happy and living a life of peace there. Goodbye 2018, please don’t take more of my mums memories with you xxxx