It’s two years today since you left me Mum. It feels like both forever and no time has passed since. Two years. Time keeps marching on and you’ve already missed so much, so many changes, in my life and the world as a whole. I think of you every day Mum and it still hurts. I’m trying to deal with the guilt and regret I have but I do wish we’d had more time and I’d not taken anything for granted. I hope I did you proud and I hope you knew how much I loved you and that you felt cared for and safe. I’m sorry if I let you down, I’d give anything to do better. I love you and I miss you Mum, I always will. Forever in my thoughts and heart, I hope you’re at peace now xxxx