It's been a year since you left me and I'm still struggling to adjust to life without you. I hope you knew how much I love you and how beautiful, intelligent and funny you were. You never realised how wonderful you were and how much you meant to so many. I wish I could tell you, I wish I'd held you more and told you I loved you and been there for you when you needed me the most. I'm sorry mum, please know that I love you and I always will and that I miss you with every heart beat xxxxxx