I'm finding it difficult again this week mum, really missing you and remembering all the times you were there for me and I never said thanks or let you know how much I love you. Not sure how I'm going to get through Christmas without you, a lot of things are making me sad. I know it's too late now but I'm so grateful I had you for my mum and for all the sacrifices you made for me. I wish I'd told you how much you meant to me more often and how much I love you, I'm so sorry I didn't always treat you with the love and respect and kindness you deserved. I love you so much mum and I miss you with every heart beat xxxxxxx